Wow. It's been a while. I'm not even sure that anyone actually uses/reads Blogger. I don't actually get it myself, and I technically use it.
So yea...
Basically I just wanted to put down my feelings about the fact that I currently seem to spend my entire life on Youtube watching random people talking rubbish.
I don't even know how I feel about this. It's my life, I'm not stopping so I guess, I like it...? haha. Yea whatevs.
I think my creativity has leaked out of my ears and just dribbled into the snow. Making a big wet, snowy mess on the garden path or something. All these people I watch on there, the Fantastic Foursome, Nerimon, Charlieissocoollike, they all make me want to create, but my brain spews ideas that I can't ever seem to execute. I think part of that is that I don't have to equipment/software to do what I would like to at the moment, but I think some of it is scaredycatness. And with that, this post has joined the "I'm scared" youtuber discussion. It wasn't meant to be. These blogs are usually just an exercise in autowriting. I'm basically spilling my thoughts onto the screen. Like nonverbal vomit. (that would be like verbal vomit, but I'm typing not speaking, and that was the best way I could think to describe it.) So when I do make videos, I have very few options about how to make it good. And that is how I ended up posting a video where I put chopsticks in my hair and beep for 50 seconds. True story.
Yea, I'm gonna stop rambling now. Maybe I should make these more of an exercise in COHERANT thought, but where is the fun in that? If you could understand me, you wouldn't be interested. ;].
Laters.
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